My way of loving

Love is the craziest action that leads you to do mysterious things. According to some recent studies, love has a simple face of charity, and sometimes it ends in madness.

I am going to tell you another form of loving someone. My conception of loving someone is different because if I love someone, I do not need to show it, and instead of that, I hide my feelings and emotions and look like a robot. Even if my actions are contradictory, I am aware of myself and do many things to help people I love the most. Besides, I want to be an unconditional friend to them. As a result, it tends to confuse them because they believe that I want to be far from them. They see me as an inexpressible person who hides emotions. 

But if one of my friends needs something or has a problem with anything, even though I can pretend it doesn't matter, I know I have to be there helping them in the end. I think that loving in that way is a mechanism of defense to protect myself from getting hurt. Though, I've thought it is time to change and be a person who expresses not only with words but also through some little things and actions like giving hugs, offering a big smile, and so many things.